today kinda sucks. Im only in fourth bell and im so tired i can barely keep my eyes open, plus my stepmom is off today so im going to have a major headache. Also, im pretty sure one of the subs at my school thinks im going to kms so now hes being extra nice and i have no idea how to react. A few days ago he was subbing for my choir class and i was just bullshit venting to my friend and before i left he was like "im here for you" and i genuinely did not know what to do or say so i did some kind of weird smile thing. I saw him today and i talked to him a little and i could tell he was worried about me with the way he was looking at me and i lowk hated it. But anyways im gonna make a misadventures kandi single when i get home. Yay ig
so i kinda got distracted and made 4 singles and not one was a misadventures themed single but oh well ig. I kinda sorta lost my keys so im cooked when i get home. Anyways i got yelled at by my ss teacher because i emailed her, so that was fun. Im in second bell rn so im ALMOST in my fav class. Okay im in third bell now and i just realized that i didnt do ANY of my homework, so thats fun. Plus, my grades have already started slipping and i can barely keep up with any work. Oh well.
So. Its 6:00pm and im trying to make my website look cooler but its not working gang, idk what tf im doing. Our school is doing these boogram things, and its like candy grams, but for halloween. I sent one of my favorite sub teachers one that says you look like a knock off harambe. I think he might kill me but oh well. Im talking about the substitute from the 22nd, the one who thinks im gonna kms. Hes lowk scary asf bc hes tall as shit, but also has a really deep voice so if he comes up behind me and starts talking to me i ALWAYS jump. Anyways. He subbed for my Advanced Language Arts class yesterday and we were reading a play where we actually have to stand in front of the class to read our assigned part thingy, and i purposefully didnt do it bc wtf no, and this mf called me out in front of the whole class and told me to do it bc the student teacher that was there told him to pick somebody. I never wanted to punch somebody so much in my life. But my stepmom has been less bitchy lately, to me at least because shes still bossing my dad around like hes a slave. Im not trying to say that my dad is the best father in the world, because he in fact is not, because the moment we get in trouble, or if hes upset about something that doesnt even involve us, he starts treating me really shitty. I hate that he does that, because i know he knows how to be a good father, yet he chooses not to be in that moment. My sister feels the same way, shes a shitty sister though. Shes moved out already, but when she lived with us, i barely talked to her because she was hiding in her room all the time. She would just yell at me anytime i talked to her anyways. Anyways, why are people so mf weird? I was just walking to udf and this guy kept following me the whole way, but luckily i knew one of the highschoolers that worked there and he was just getting off of his shift so i asked him to drive me home.